first of all

i’d like to thank those who were with me during these past 2 weeks, and those who gave their condolences to the family.

it’s been tough coping with death. i’ve been to 4 funerals in my life, 2 of which happened when i knew nothing about death, and 1 which left a minor impression on me, because i was not close to the deceased. coping with the loss of someone you grew up with, and experiencing it at an age where everything matters to you, has not been easy. but it has thought me countless lessons.

i appreciate those close to me, family and friends. you never know when they may go, or when you may go. all you can do is live life to the fullest, while keeping your faith in check. i’ve been neglecting religion before this, but now, things will be different.

i appreciate people who confront me about little things in life; phone calls, rumours, sms messages. why? because i can still read their online messages, i can still feel, think and release emotions when i read these messages. i bear no hatred towards these people (also called friends) for my intentions are not what they think it is.

i get rude remarks, accusing me of taking away girlfriends, accusing me of talking behind their backs, going against me in a split second just because they heard a second hand account of the story. but i still appreciate this, why? because people still acknowledge me, and that proves that I still hold a slight significance in their lives. even if the significance is minute.

open up your minds and eyes.

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