i’ve come to expect little from my birthdays. a cake does it. simple, yet warm. i love my family.
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May 21, 2007 • 3:18 pm 4
yeah.
Now I can’t walk, I can’t talk anymore
Since you walked out the door
And now I’m stuck living out that night again
I’m not falling apart
I heard you say you needed me now
What’s the problem I can’t see
You destroyed me, I won’t fall apart again
I’m not falling apart
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May 20, 2007 • 3:34 am Comments Off
dreams
i’m torn, because i have too many passions.
however, it’s good thing i’m taking this diploma, because 2 of my passions are covered. radio production/presenting and digital media are both covered, although i will have to take digital media next semester, to get a proper introduction to the art. i think i’ll need a dslr soon, so i can pursue this burning itch in the trenches of my undecided heart. both industries are as far apart as the north and south poles, and both are tough to get into as well. you either have to be really good, or you have to be jobless. which is sad, because i’m an amateur at both.
i haven’t been feeling good these past few weeks. work’s draining, but it’s the only distration i get from the uneasy feeling that’s throbbing my heart. i have no idea what it is, but it scares me. i’m bottling too much emotions, a result of “listening” to the advice of others on how i should work. but since it makes others happy, then, it should make me happy. or at least it should. right?
help me someone. help me god. i’m restless. why.
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May 19, 2007 • 3:29 am Comments Off
what
am i gonna do without heatwave. imagine waking up late, knowing that this time your teacher takes your attendance and not you! Me! I take attendance! how cool is that.
shit. what am i gonna do without heatwave.
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